I think I am in a funk. Why do I think this? A list, because, as always, I like lists:
- I have been blogging a lot less lately, sometimes skipping multiple days
- I have been playing PWS1PowerWash Simulator, my go-to de-stress game, to the point where I have worn out its pixels
- I have the urge to draw, but do not draw
- I have the urge to write, but do not write
- My sleep quality has taken a dive in the last week or so
- I had a few days with an unsourced headache just because (it’s gone now)
- I haven’t been running in 11 days, sometimes for legit reasons, sometimes because I just didn’t want to go (note that I always feel better after running. The only time this doesn’t happen is if something goes horribly wrong on the run, like I have a close encounter with a tree root or something).
I think the cure is to just make myself do things, and I’ll naturally pull out of the funk. Why is the funk happening?
As always, it’s complicated. There are things happening. I think I am experiencing a certain sense of hopelessness in getting things–even small things2I like the word “things”–to change for the better. I don’t have much faith in people anymore. I guess that’s a big one. I don’t know that it will ever change.
But I muddle on.
Let’s see if I have a run update as my next post!
